( Harsh, Via: E-Mail )
CSC: Dear Harsh, UPSC CSE preparation is one of the toughest journey of life. UPSC preparation needs mental strength and ability to overcome the failures. During the course of preparation many aspirants feel the same as you do right now.
The fact that you continued with your five attempts tell us, how passionate you are about this examination.
Analyse your previous 5 attempts. See and find what are your flaws, where are you lagging, what mistakes are you repeating again and again. Once, you find that, you will be able to improve on them, when you improve on them, you will be able to clear the exam. All that you need is ‘will and determination’ with dedication and smart work. Give your last attempt after analyzing your mistakes. You already know the sources to study from.
If you reach the interview stage, don’t think that you are at disadvantage because of your repeated failures. The UPSC Board do not judge you because of that. As you have already attempted five times, that means you already have accumulated large amount of knowledge. Just use this knowledge to blow away the interviewer’s mind and let them see how awesome you are! So, go ahead, brace yourself up and give everything this time.